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I can't keep up‚ the weight of being a man is hard‚ always trying to live up to peoples expectations‚ while also trying to be myself at the same time‚ I'm always sacrificing my happiness and being selfless even when I know I shouldn't I'm the therapy friend even though I suck at doing so․ I am always there for everyone and I make sure everyone is happy‚ I'm trying my best to do it all‚ while also trying to keep myself alive at the same time‚ if I take breaks or say no people get upset and blame it on me I'm sorry I can't make everyone happy and I'm sorry I'm not enough for everyone I'm doing my best․ I'm sorry․ I just can't keep up․ I'm trying my best‚ it doesn't feel like enough and people say it is but I just don't see it‚ I want to make everyone happy but I can't even do that right․ I don't know what to do I see couples being loving and I get jealous wishing I could make mine feel happy like that․ I always fail even when I try not to I constantly say sorry but actions speak louder than words and people just dont want to accept it․ I get jealous so easily and I hate it‚ I hate how I feel I hate how I am I hate everything about myself wishing I could be better․ I wish I could be better for the woman I love but I know I won't and never will be․ I try to be enough but I cant even do that․ I just wish I could be there for everyone and her․

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